I’m always so indecisive and doubtful when it comes to saying whether I should be in a relationship or not. But the fact that I am in love with this man, has never been a doubt.
No matter how bad the argument gets, he always ends it with “I love you Jane”.
How many guys can say they still love you and mean it when they’re furious with you?
“But I’m getting better at fighting the future,
‘Someday you’ll be fine…’
Yes, I’ll be just fine”
~Everything is Alright - Motion City Soundtrack
The pent up feelings that you are supposed to be able to tell your significant other.
No one will understand what you truly want from life and for you, except for yourself. Having a significant other in your life is just having a cheerleader. They’re supposed to motivate you to help you get what you want. Well, just because you have cheerleaders at a football game cheering on the players doesn’t mean the team will win the game.
How can I have so many people around that love and care for me, yet feel so lonely?
No one gets it. If I don’t want to be comforted, then drop it. Don’t try and tell me “everything is going to be okay.” Because it’s not and it won’t be. Don’t guarantee me that “things will turn out fine.” Because you don’t know if it will. Don’t tell me to “stop being negative.” Because I’m being realistic.
The problem with the people in the world today is that there are too many damn people telling each other “everything will be okay.” Everyone tells each other that things will get better. But you know what?
NEWSFLASH!!! Life isn’t full of fucking unicorns and fairies! Doesn’t matter if you look at it upside down or right-side up. Life sucks.
There are plenty of days I wonder if I’m better off being alone for the rest of my life. I don’t deserve a man who would do everything for me because how can I guarantee him I could do the same for him if I wouldn’t for myself?
Even with a boyfriend who loves me to death and would bring me the moon, I feel alone.
What’s wrong with me?